What is it like to have a chapel in your house you may ask? Well, Paul and Amanda are here to tell you all about it!
Our lovely little chapel
Paul
This past month has been an
absolute whirlwind. Everything is fun, new, but it is a very different
experience than what I am used to. I am going from living with my best friends
of four years that I was blessed with in college to living with four strangers.
Well four strangers and someone very, very familiar. My room is right next to
Jesus.
Senior year of college, my
apartment building on campus was right across from the Chapel. I was able to
wait for the elevator and look outside and see the gorgeous St. Dominic Chapel
every single day. Those restless nights when my mind was racing I would throw
on sweatpants and a hoodie and sit in the pews until I felt calm again. I would be able to roll out of bed and walk across
the road into the chapel whenever I wanted. I thought that this was the
greatest thing ever and it couldn’t get any better, but it got better. Jesus is
literally my next-door neighbor. Jesus is our sixth roommate.
We all answered the call and said “yes” to
this year of service. I have been thinking about this for a while now, but I am
almost certain Jesus has been haunting my dreams in the most beautiful of ways.
I, like so many people, have tried to plan out what is next. I am very guilty
of trying to take control of my future, but this year I am letting go of all
control. I am letting God in. God is present in all of my dreams, in the most
beautiful way possible.
Have you ever had an
awesome roommate? Someone you got along
with really well and spent a lot of time with talking and hanging out? Well I
bet that mine is a lot more awesome than yours because my roommate is Jesus.
Well, technically Jesus lives in the next room over in the chapel, so He is
more of my housemate than roommate, but close enough. You see my bedroom in the
red house is next door to our chapel and my bed is right on the other side of
the wall from the tabernacle. So I literally live right next door to Jesus! How
great is that!?
The thought that Jesus
in the Blessed Sacrament is on the other side of the wall makes me more aware
when spending time in my room. Sure, there are plenty of times when I come home
tired after work and flop down on my bed to nap, or sit and listen to music,
write letters to friends, or read a book, but I’ve also found myself being more intentional about prayer and
taking time to just sit and appreciate where I am. I am so blessed to be here
at CYFM and to live and work with such amazing people, and I often find myself
sitting in my room in awe that I get to be doing what I am doing. Then I
remember Jesus is next door and I say a quick prayer in thanksgiving and
gratitude for this wonderful life. Also, I find that living next door to the
chapel has helped me in my prayer life. At night I am able to say night prayer
with my community, and whenever I want I can just walk next door at sit in
Adoration with Jesus.
To have a chapel in our
house is a real blessing. Not only can I hang out with Jesus whenever I want,
but I think the presence of the Blessed Sacrament brings with it a certain
feeling, atmosphere and reverence. It has helped me to appreciate my community
members more as well. Just the thought that Jesus is present in our home makes
me want to be a better house mate. I try to be more patient, thoughtful
considerate, and kind to my community members, and I try to do my part at
keeping the house clean. No, it isn’t always perfect and I’m sure problems will
arise at some point, but I think remembering that Jesus is present in our home
can help us stay focused on what really matters and come together as a
community.
So yeah, it’s pretty
great living next door to Jesus.
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